Russian poem written in English

So much noise
In front of nothing
Being sweet and nosy
Does not mean being something

You never know who will it be
But you may hope forever
Seems simple, but is  hard like cutting tree
You better do it never

‘You’re kind cool
Or smart or funny’
It’s never beautiful
Or stunning.

Shall it be so?
I might be wrong
But words are just
A part of starting

The thing which is
Supposed to be for life.
Although might be a strive
To turn you into whore but not Mrs.

‘Just words’
Oh, how much talk
With them – you create the worlds,
When silent, you become a mock.

‘Try not to be so thinking’
Thanks for good advice
I’m really trying, bringing
Precious advice of yours to mice.

Perhaps it’s all about not caring?
Just living how I can
Without hardly bearing
Inside all rules and bans.

‘Easy, easy, easier –
Life is a game’
Thanks grandpa: the merrier,
The better. And only now I came

To the condition
When I am whole alone.
Truly believe in superstition –
Right now it really feels like home.

18/10/25