making the most of the ruins

Bubbllegum skies
In the cottage town
Your daddy's bomber fits my backless gown
 your eyes
so light

little tavern and your mother calls
The rug is all wrinkled boots thrown in hall
this night
you're mine

it wasnt that permamnent
could've been someone to you
Would've been someone to you
But you were that
elegant
i'll remember you anywhere
 remember you anyway

service in church where you used to sing
smell like the wine all the past two weeks
I'm hiding
My diary
let you go out of the gates you ran
get on the bus as you watched my back
goodbye
the last time

it wasnt that permanent
but as the whole year came and passed
Couldn't recognize your face
but you were so nonchalant oh
when you came in dressing room
and i changed my mind for you

don't make it look like I've been a villain
i knew you're safe with one you're marrying
the story has two sides the both could be the right
i made it look like you're the villain
but should have said in case you're marrying
switching sides might work but you could switch to mine

then i went on further on my own
memories hit as they change their tone
never died just stopped growing up

and it was that apartment
new years eve you spilled the wine
said it's best night of your life
you take that soft blanket
covered me and kissed goodnight
 I'll remember that all my life

And you stay still
Seventeen
In the box under my bed
I'd recall you anywhere

now I'm left making the most of the ruins
the most of the shadows and old scars
I'd remember you anywhere
but i know it's time to forget it
but i think I'll regret it for all time

If you feel like you found the right one
dont try to give up fir fleeting fling
cause two thousand seven hundred
cold days of summer you'll regret it

And all i know now It's time to forget it
But I think i will regret it for all time
And all i know is even if i am married
I'll hate that bittersweet ending for all my life

And i advise you to never leave it
If you feel like you need it and he is him
And i dont want you to feel your heart bleeding
Dying not even knowing
What could have been