In a different Universe

I remember when we picked October's date.
And you called to find out it's called off
And you reached for another cigarette.
Turned off the internet.
fun is not enough
and i wrote i would run with the wild wolves
And you brought this note on 8th of March.
Like a cat that got kicked off the table
kicked out the club

i counted all your missteps could have been 10 years of daydreams
i've been chasing fleeting phantoms like the fool

it's been a decade
 and you don't remember
 but i'm missing you today somehow
wanna let you know now
i look for my old way
you keep in your suitcase
and i'm kind of scared to tell my mom
i still think about you sometimes

Do you remember when I joined the rock band?"
And you lugged my synthesizer to the jam
the guys turned out to be the bad crew
they laughed about you
i looked around and laughed with them

I should’ve gotten up and said I’m done playing.
this gams is fair til you forfeit
shouldn't be surprised You left me hanging
at the edge of your life.

THAT'S what hurts the most
 that in a  different universe
what started as a dance at prom would turn into the wedding one

 but this isn't high school
and we're not the lovers
and i'm kinda scared to tell my friends
 that i'm missing all of you so bad
i'm missing that good day
you kept in your suitcase
The longest email you could ever read
but Some things are better left unsaid

i'm crying
every time new bus arriving
cause memories keep on reviving
only thing you saw is me

and i shoved back that beautiful
madness
wanting to find me a prince that
showed me you're a knight
could give in his everything

in a different universe i
turn around to say i
will die for you

but this is my worst wars
in this universe i
never gonna tell my mom
how i think about you sometimes
how i miss your those good days
you took away in your suitcase
but i'll never ever say goodbye
you'll always be my why
i'll never say goodbye
i'll never let me say goodbye
i'll never ever say