Beg

I’ve started thinking of aging
Seems like more and more and more,
I’m not sure if I’m devastated,
But I’m trying to hide my own shore.

The sea of emotions, the lakes of her fears
They are the ones that know what she feels.

I’m not here to bargain, I’m not here to judge,
I just try to keep calm and somehow be in charge.

I’ve started thinking so lately,
That my soul is so tired…
It just needs to feel wanted and
It wants to be loved.

I noticed my loneliness grew so
That it’s hard to let others go,
That my love has never been born,
I’m the one to break my own horn.

I am so terrified to swim in the dark,
I am so mystified just to know what you lurk.

I will count all the stars,
I will cry your own name,
You just, please, here appear…
Beg to hug me so tight.

The sea of emotions, the lakes of her fears
They are the ones that know what she feels.

I’m not here to bargain, I’m not here to judge,
I just try to keep calm and somehow be in charge.

I’ve started thinking of aging
Seems like more and more and more,
I’m just sure that I’m devastated,
I’m not trying to hide my own lore.

I don’t wanna continue my life,
I just know I can so much more,
I don’t seem to find my own pace,
I just beg you to be my safe place.

The sea of emotions, the lakes of her fears
They are the ones that know what she feels.

I’m not here to bargain, I’m not here to judge,
I just try to keep calm and somehow be in charge.

Beg, be my space,
Beg, hold so tight,
Beg, reappear,
Beg, be my light.