Happiness I dream of

You're ruining my trust,
You're playing with a melting ice.
It's a nightmare that I can't adjust,
But what about us?..

Is it fine for you to lose me?
Oh, aren't you the one,
That had enough courage to choose me?!
Won't you regret what you have done?..

Why can't pure happiness be with us?!
Why can't everything be perfect all the time?!
Please tell me, what kind of curse is this.
Is being happy a crime?!

I'm suffering and waiting
For the answers and for you.
I see you hesitating,
Please tell me, tell me what to do

To bring us trust, to make us happy!
I knew, that trusting you was trappy,
But it brings me something that I've never felt,
Theese glimpses of happiness made me melt

And tied my soul to you.
I bet you haven't ever predicted
That I'd become so attached to you.
Well I think I'm now addicted.

It means I'll love you anyway,
But don't you want to love me?!
I hope you'll open up someday,
It was quite tough for me...

But when you love you wanna fight
Whole world, yourself, your fears!
You wanna bring your love the light
With the words that no one hears.

With me it is not difficult at all,
All your attention, even very small,
It will be met by me with glory
I'll be glad to hear any story.

29.09.2025