My insane dreams

I want to kiss you on a passenger seat,
While listening to Lana Del Rey,
You're the reason I still sleep and eat,
You're the reason I want to feel okay.

I want you to love me, I want you to say
About it. I want you to call me pretty,
Maybe I'd feel less guilty...
Oh, I'm so glad that I will die some day...

I am worse than broken glass,
I think about myself instead of us,
Cause I want to be happy too,
But my happiness can injure you.

I want to kiss you the whole evening,
Loving you is the best part of living.
Maybe some day you'll meet my mother,
And we'll be happy without my abusive father.

I'll finally gain some happy stories,
And I'll tell you them instead of worries.
I want to be saved so badly,
But I'm just dreaming about it silently and sadly.

I want to sleep with my head on your shoulder,
I'll wake up and I will do anything you ask,
I will be your assistant, even your cupholder.
I'm useful, but together we will handle any task.

I want to kiss (not cigarettes) your lips,
I smile with you, and I can do nothing with this.
I'm looking forward to all your replies,
All your attention is my biggest prize.

I want to make you happy, make you shine,
I will leave you happiness and take the pain.
I want to whisper that you are mine,
It's all just a dream, I'm going insane...

23.08.2025