my drug

I found a love,
but love still didn't found me,
I thought I'm fine,
but I heard cinic laughing.
You  closed my eyes,
and kissed my cheeks,
Removing by lips,
my blood, and tears.
while I'm alone it  seems for you just funny.

So why I'm feeling fault?
Am I not old enough ?
Rejecting of  your poisoned hug,
 I feeling like I'm lost my drug.

So why I'm feeling fault?
Am I not good enough ?
Rejecting of  your poisoned hug,
 I feeling like I'm lost my drug.


I have to leave,
I feeling, you don't need me
I lost my dream
I wouldn't again believe in.
Our empty chat,
my restless mind,
across the time
I couldn't find
your prior love,
what makes me suffer deeply.

So why I'm feeling fault?
Am I not old enough ?
Rejecting of  your poisoned hug,
 I feeling like I'm lost my drug.

So why I'm feeling fault?
Am I not good enough ?
Rejecting of your poisoned hug,
I feeling like I've lost my drug.