I m afraid of...

Do you know a feeling like fear?
In fact after fear comes pain.

Pain in my chest,
Pain in my brain.
It's cutting me slowly anywhere!

I'm afraid of...
Of snakes, spiders, crocodiles.

I'm afraid of heartbreaking.
I'm afraid of a dialogues
with people hurting and spoiling my mind.
I'm afraid of the happiest days in my life.

Are you afraid of living? (Yep, I'm afraid)
Are you afraid of working? (Yep, I'm afraid)
Are you afraid of saying "I love you" to girlfriend? (Yep, I'm afraid)

Are you afraid to be insane?!
Are you afraid to be out of live?!
Are you afraid to be dead staying alive?!

- Oh, my poor creature!
You're so nebbish to be rich man!
- Go away, fucking guy!

I'm afraid to do something
But
I'm afraid to be loser.
I'm afraid of success.
I'm afraid of bad future.
I'm afraid of my acts.
I'm afraid of said words.
I'm afraid of this world.

I'm losing control of my thoughts!

September 19, 2025