I ll break the chain

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[Verse 1]
Got pretty wasted yesterday, a hazy, crazy state of mind,
Don't know how I made it home, I left my sober self behind.
This morning is a full-on shock, a blurry, furry kind of view,
The world feels so unknown and odd, in every single shade and hue.
My head is ringing like a bell, a constant, droning, heavy sound,
My throat is filled with desert sand, no drop of water can be found.
A monster in the mirror stares, a total stranger, pale and grim,
Can't even lift my hand to wave, out on a fragile, shaky limb.

[Chorus]
Of course, it's not my first time here, I know this ritual's design,
This painful, fateful atmosphere, a well-known, old familiar sign.
Last night a hero, full of cheer, a legend shining, so divine,
Today, an empty shell of fear, I can't get my own self aligned.
The show was wild, I'm drained, yeah, but tomorrow is a brand new page,
And maybe then, I'll break the chain and step out from this morning's cage,
Forget the shadow of the past, a memory that I'll disengage.

[Verse 2]
Last night I laughed and sang my songs, a king upon a golden seat,
Felt like the world was at my feet, the victory was oh so sweet.
Today, I barely dragged along, a slow and sorrowful retreat,
For coffee, water, something strong, to counter this complete defeat.
My friends are calling, want to hang, they're blowing up my phone again,
I tell 'em: "Guys, I feel the pang, I'm out, I'm down, I'm saying when."
I cannot dance, can't do a thing, can't even talk, my voice is thin,
It's hard to make my brain just cling to any thought, or even begin.

[Chorus]
Of course, it's not my first time here, I know this ritual's design,
This painful, fateful atmosphere, a well-known, old familiar sign.
Last night a hero, full of cheer, a legend shining, so divine,
Today, an empty shell of fear, I can't get my own self aligned.
The show was wild, I'm drained, yeah, but tomorrow is a brand new page,
And maybe then, I'll break the chain and step out from this morning's cage,
Forget the shadow of the past, a memory that I'll disengage.

[Bridge]
But there is something in this state, a certain kind of bitter grace,
This line between the "was" and "is," the time, the feeling, and the space.
And though today is far from great, and I feel lost without a trace,
I know I didn't miscalculate, I'm ready for the coming race.
'Cause life is just that kind of ride, a crazy, hazy, wild affair,
It's up and down, with nowhere to hide, you breathe it in like morning air.
And after, just a cold inside, a moment's pause, a silent prayer,
A new day dawns, with fortunes to guide, beyond this feeling of despair.

[Chorus]
Of course, it's not my first time here, I know this ritual's design,
This painful, fateful atmosphere, a well-known, old familiar sign.
Last night a hero, full of cheer, a legend shining, so divine,
Today, an empty shell of fear, I can't get my own self aligned.
The show was wild, I'm drained, yeah, but tomorrow is a brand new page,
And maybe then, I'll break the chain and step out from this morning's cage,
Forget the shadow of the past, a memory that I'll disengage.

[Outro]
Yeah, yesterday was pretty good... a first-class, top-tier kind of fun.
Today is just misunderstood... and I am totally outrun.
But hey, we'll live, it's understood, our time for resting has begun,
We'll get our heads back from this wood, and rise up with the morning sun!
[Sound of a chuckle] [Whisper]
Well, maybe after one more run...