Full of

These crazy days I noticed
You’re beautiful.
You are the grace
And the colour of life.

I may be blinding you,
Little bit nonchalant.
But your sparkling eyes
Show me wisdom of soul.

The way you are hugging me,
The way you’re obsessed.
They are just spoiling me,
Not giving rest.

And when you cry next to me,
While you are laughing
It gives me chills
That I can’t even hide.

Though it is hard to be
Near this wonder,
I tell myself to keep calm
And go on.

Seems it’s right for me
To just wander so lustfully,
Keep your body, not your soul,
Use the guide.

Wishing you next to me
Just awakens my demons,
Telling to stay – feels like
Stopping to breathe.

Yet, I still crave for more.
What can you give to me?
It’s waiting in me, though
It’s hard to just tell.

I realize that I’m damn
Every same holy evening.
Trying to fight, but the beast's
Changing sides.

I pray that they’re quarrelling
I hope they are busy. I’ll focus on you
And that maybe tonight
Uncover the madness of ocean inside.

I’m full of myself, try to keep me
From breaking, I’m obsessed
Way too deep
While the ground is shaking.

Even though it’s so hard
To keep standing my ground,
I’m devouring your love
Yet, I’m never full of.