Hiding

For a fact, I get amnesia
When I see you through my eye
And your warm and cozy clothes,
Gentle touches, lovely smile.

And I want it to continue
Knowing snowy shining light.
I don’t want to lose forever
Our sweet and heartfelt nights.

Yet I feel like you’re hiding
Something very well from me.
I just know, my heart is aching
And the air is hard to breathe.

Here calling for the other
Nights and days that razzle me
Here talking of together
Let us be, god, let us be.

Your tomorrow seemed so shiny
Your forever now undone.
I am crying for together
But I get just pain, oh, pain.

And I still feel like your hiding
Something very well from me.
I just know, my heart is aching,
And the air is hard to breathe.

I remember your loose smiles,
Wavy movements, fingerprints.
I still wish for us together
Even though it’s not for long.

I remember very clearly
Curly hair, your dark sweatshirt
Seeing stains of my nail polish,
Noticed them when you drank shots.

And I still feel like you’re hiding
Something very well from me.
I just know, my heart is aching
And the air is hard to breathe.

Stop hiding, it’s painful,
Stop hiding, it hurts,
Stop hiding, I beg you.
I lost all my words.