2. The Book of Knowledge. 3. 3. Psychosomatics

The BOOK of KNOWLEDGE,
a novel by Alexandra Kryuchkova
in the “PLAYING ANOTHER REALITY” series

PART 2. ANOTHER REALITY

Day No. 3

CHAPTER 3.3. PSYCHOSOMATICS

The carpet meant a mat made of broken glass. We had brought empty bottles of champagne with us, they were carefully punctured and spread on the floor on the roof of the hotel. Imagine twenty people passing in turn through the airport customs control, with several bottles of champagne in their bags, empty, washed, without labels. It was impossible to put them in the luggage, what if they broke ahead of schedule?

We stood in a circle, held out our hands. RAM spun the torsion field. Heat came from the glass.

“I love working with glass, it has gone through the elements of Earth, Water, Fire and Air, it’s similar to working with Fire. When you have time, come to the roof and walk here to your health,” said RAM.

Doctor Ma, invited to the Roof, as well as her colleagues and translator Tamara, froze with cameras in their hands and horror in their eyes, while we, as if nothing had happened, lined up and walked along the splinters sticking up. Dr. Ma couldn’t move. Those who passed the glass showed her their uncut heels. The glass must be walked at least seven times. In India, people used to learn walking on glass for exactly one year. For money. To make a show later. RAM didn’t teach even a day: she slapped a seminarian on the ass, the seminarian repeated one phrase, and there was no retreat. Not a show. Dr. Ma was exhaling and exclaiming something. The local inhabitants of Millionaires’ Hill opened their mouths on their balconies. Who had told them what we were doing there?

Having organized a train (or a caterpillar?), we walked along the glass all together, trace to trace. An amazing energy action. And then, as usual, RAM put each of us in turn on the glass with our bare backs. With all her strength, she pressed the body into fragments, threw the legs of the person behind his head so that, for example, my heels behind my head landed on the glass. Having returned the heels to their original position, the person was lifted up by two standing side by side on the right and left, shaking off his back from the sticky fragments. RAM explained what was happening with various organs in the human body, based on the color of the back and possible punctures. Where the energy was too active, and where, on the contrary, it was not enough. The color of the back was uneven: in some area – bright pink, in the other – blue or white.

RAM sighed sadly and told us it was her last work with diagnostics on glass, because people perceived it as entertainment, and work with diseases was already carried out at a different, higher level.

Any disease is a consequence. To get better, you need to find the cause and eliminate it. The disease is given from Above, allowed by God, so that we think about divine laws we have violated, what we have done and continue to do wrong. Turning to the Saints and God for help, we should request to reveal the reason hidden in ourselves instead of healing us from what happened according to the will of God. Of course, there is a way to try to eliminate the disease, if you still could not find the cause – to move to another option in Space, radically changing your way of life. Each of us leads a certain Way of Life in a certain Space. Everything that surrounds us: the place we live, who we communicate with, our work, hobbies and everything present in our everyday life, is our version of the Space in which we are here and now. We have shaped it ourselves and continue to shape it every moment with our actions, thoughts, words, and even their absence. The Space is permeated with our relationship with it and with who and what is inside. The cause of the disease lies in one or more aspects of such relationship. When at least one of them changes, we move to another Space.

If the cause of the disease was hidden precisely in the aspect, which no longer exists, we automatically eliminate the consequence – the disease. For example, you lived with a person who was not yours, parted, breathed a sigh of relief, and some disease disappeared because the cause was eliminated, so the effect disappeared. Thus, the more radically we change the familiar Space, the Way of Life, the farther we find ourselves from the original vicious circle with the disease, and the more likely, voluntarily or involuntarily, we affect the sector with the cause. However, it’s highly undesirable to use such method, because no one guarantees that another cause with much worse consequence than you try to escape from won’t automatically form in the new Space.

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There was still time before the gym class. Svetlana and I sat down in the hall eating walnuts with dried apricots.

“Where do diseases come from, Alice?”

“From God. Our spirit, Svetlana, like a kite on a Silver Thread, flies from us to God and says, ‘Vasya doesn’t eat anything there, but he is drinking all sorts of rubbish all week long. I whispered to him, ‘Don’t mix beer with vodka, drink Holy water, your liver is not eternal, and your body needs a major overhaul, and you haven’t fulfilled your Destiny on the Earth yet!’ And Vasya waved me away with his hand. Maybe there is another way to reason with him?’ So God writes out a sanction and gives it to the Spirit.”

“It’s clear with Vasya. In general, what makes us sick?”

“We get sick from the fact that we are following the wrong way. Sickness is a stop sign on the road we are walking, sometimes without even realizing where. Red traffic light. Only in our country people still move to the red light until they crash into someone at full speed and… it becomes extremely clear what it all meant. You will be instantly thrown from the Earthly Reality into Another. For amazing stubbornness.”

“Is illness a punishment for going the wrong way?”

“Protection from what will happen to us where we are going, it’s a warning. Or, on the contrary, if we are not moving at all.”

“What is it like?”

“Like sheep, Svetlana. We stand in the middle of the road as if rooted to the spot and neither here nor there. Everyone is walking around, but we are standing. It’s worse if we are preventing everyone else from walking. But we didn’t come here to stand still. So they push us. Disease is the enemy of the static and petrified. In any case, it’s the word of God that seeks to be understood. A SOS signal sent by the Spirit. A testimony of breaking the rules.”

“What rules?”

“Different ones. Usually, there is not one, but several reasons at once, one overlapping the other. But often it’s the wrong behavior. Disturbed balance in the soul, your lost connection with the Spirit. Perhaps a hidden internal conflict spilled out of the Subconscious.”

“Because of stress, too, right?”

“Stress is a consequence, not a cause.”

“Who can determine the cause?”

“No one but the one who got sick. He was given a disease. So, he has to find the cause himself, it’s rare to be found on the side. Any illness is the Spirit’s demand to stop, look inside and dig deeper into yourself.”

“Examples, please! It’s always easier…”

“Okay, let’s start with a simple one. Self-destruction of the physical body. Someone likes to play sports, but the load should be feasible. Tolya overexerted himself, competing with someone for a bet or proving something to himself, and got some kind of illness. His teenage daughter Masha doesn’t eat anything, considering herself too fat for Misha from the next entrance. Masha hasn’t eaten for the third day in a row…”

“You said the physical body is an automaton, it doesn’t get sick on its own, being controlled by the Spirit!”

“Yes, it’s automatic, never gets sick on its own, 100%. The Spirit, in any case, at first will go for sanction to God. But might one destroy one’s body on purpose? If the body is destroyed, the Spirit has nothing to control. Destroying the body, one actually opposes God, fighting the Spirit with the words, ‘Get out of here, I don’t want you to control me. It’s my body, I do whatever I want!’ Well, sooner or later, with such an approach, the Spirit will be offended, and no longer a kite on a string. The Spirit will break the thread and never return. A healthy body has a healthy Spirit. The body must be groomed and cherished, kept clean, cared for, spoon-fed, watered, not to make it drunk, but to nourish it. With pure water, for example. Or tea…”

“What about congenital diseases?”

“Do you think your Spirit didn’t know what body would become its house on the Earth? But with congenital diseases or predispositions, not everything is as primitive as it seems at first glance. I’ll give you two examples, think at your leisure. These are facts. One woman really wanted to give birth to a child, but she had a serious and extremely rare disease not transmitted in any way, except by inheritance. The doctors convinced her not to take risks. The woman adopted a boy. The boy didn’t have that disease before adoption, and after some time he got it. Second example. If a child from a family with a predisposition to a certain illness is given to another family immediately after birth, in the future the child won’t be sick with that certain one of the previous family.”

“Your riddles take time! I’ll have to digest all the incoming information. Why do children get sick?”

“Kids until their teens are their parents.”

“What do you mean?”

“Parents are the cause of illnesses of children in preadolescence. Look for the cause not in the child, but in what is happening to his parents. Or in the house where the child lives. Perhaps not only people live there.”

“Who else?”

“Who lives in the house? Some vampire for example. Whoever or whatever else. A house, even if it’s very small, can actually turn out to be very, very large. By the number of inhabitants per square meter. Including Dead Souls…”

“Stop, Alice! Tell me more about vampires!”

“They love blood. Of others. They approach you unnoticed. From somewhere behind. Whispering something about eternal love. They gently kiss your snow-white neck in Chanel Number… some kind of … And you start to relax, relax … relax … closing your eyes … closing … closing … and now you have your eyes closed in anticipation … in sweet, sweet anticipation … oh, how do you finally feel good now! And here it is: dac! – and bool-bool-bool… And that’s it, Svetlana. One kiss and for all life, as long as eternity… Open your eyes! You are dreaming here in the corridor about girlish stuff… An illness on the energy level is either a lack of energy or an overabundance of it. Not enough energy means that it does not come in well or at all, or is wasted somewhere, flowing like water through fingers. Vampires are just the case of flowing out somewhere…”

“Are vampires a fairy tale?”

“Vampires are the prose of our life. There are four categories of human vampires. Some of them are very quiet, they speak in an insinuating voice, monotonously, in long, long phrases and for a long, long time, they impose their meaningless talks with endless questions and chatter with you to exhaustion, slowly taking away your energy. There are, on the contrary, aggressors-provocateurs in the second category. They have little intelligence. They don’t think it’s enough to meow quietly insinuating with their victim. They will unbalance it with terrible provocations, up to assault, until the victim finally gives the required portion of the energy cocktail in the form of screaming, crying or another reaction with a strong emotion. The third category is manipulative players. The smartest of all vampires. They have a lot of tricks, they know how and what to do with people in order to get energy from them. They can promise. So a person begins to live waiting for the promised and builds a bridge between himself and the one who promised him something. Naturally, energy flows through the bridge. And, mind you, in one direction. Because the one who promised is not going to fulfill anything at all. He had forgotten all about it long ago. The very moment he promised it. To promise is not to marry. They can play with guilt and on Ego. They know to open people. Just touch on a problem that worries a person, as he immediately opens up, and eat him as much as you want. Such vampires are like puppeteers. They have all the people on the ropes, pulling them this way and that. Like cats playing with mice. In fact, they may have enough energy of their own. I mean cats. But they think that an extra mouse won’t hurt them either. Actually, the question is only in the mouse: does it need such a cat? If yes, why not… The last kind of vampires are the unconscious ones, with rare exceptions. Old people or those who for some reason are already close to the doors of Another Reality. They can feed on the energy of the young and healthy, for example, children, without being consciously aware of it. They quickly gain strength through the etheric field. And not just of children. King David was left for some time in the company of young girls … Many men in the prime of life decided to follow his example and since then marry young girls to prolong their lives. It’s good, Svetlana, that this category of vampires no longer threatens me or you … We’ll join them soon.”

“And those vampires from Another Reality?”

“I’ve already told you about them. The decaying Entities of the Lower Astral prolong their lives with the negative energies of people, often provoking them to murders and suicides. When I return home, I’ll finish my book about Another Reality. Re-read there about these Evil Beings.”

“Okay. Have we finished with the vampires?”

“They will be finished with at the Last Judgment after the Second Coming… So, Svetlana, I’ve already told you about the private causes of addictions (alcohol, drugs and others) on the first day here. We talked about obsession yesterday. About mental illness a bit as well. By the way, schizophrenics, as a rule, are not threatened with tumors, because their inner conflict is discharged at the level of subtle psychic energy. Sometimes illness is beneficial for the sick person. The subconscious solves a certain problem of a person through the illness, and solves it successfully, but the person is not aware of his secondary benefit and wants to get rid of the illness. A hidden contradiction arises, an inner conflict, since one part wants to be sick in order to achieve something good, and the second part doesn’t want to be sick at all, because being sick means to feel pain, and who likes to experience it?”

“What are the benefits?”

“There are two main reasons for beneficial illnesses: a person doesn’t want something (to see what is happening to him in the Earthly Reality – he loses sight, to hear – he loses hearing, and so on), or, on the contrary, he really wants something that cannot get otherwise. For example, to get attention. As in childhood: you fell ill, and your mother, having left everything, was rushing around you as if you had been God. It’s not that the man, in the prime of his life, fell ill consciously. He doesn’t want to get sick. He wants love, care and attention. Not of his mother. Of his wife Nina. But he can’t get it in the usual way. So the Subconscious solves his problem with the help of some illness. It may be another one, not the illness of his childhood. But the Subconscious, unlike a person who lives by the Consciousness, fixed once an excellent way to solve the problem of no attention. Dig into the secondary benefit, ‘What does this disease allow me to get? What does it allow me not to do?’ And try to find another, painless, way to solve the problem. Then the illness will no longer have the reason to appear.”

“And what if one doesn’t want something?”

“A woman on weekends was busy from morning till night cleaning the apartment, washing and ironing clothes, cooking for a huge family – in general, everything that the vast majority of women in our country do. Having no time for her own beloved Self, she dreamed that everyone would leave her alone. One Saturday she had a migraine attack. The woman was forced to drop everything and lie on the couch in silence, and everyone left her alone. Have you guessed what happened next? Her Subconscious immediately wrote down the migraine as an excellent tool for solving the problem of relaxing on weekends. The attacks were repeated more and more often, the program worked flawlessly. A few years later, when the painkillers stopped helping the woman, she had already forgotten the circumstances of the attack happened to her for the first time. Or, for example, Masha will have a test at the institute tomorrow. Instead of learning the subject of the test, she ran to Misha, who lives in the next entrance, so Masha will definitely get nothing good for the test. The night before the test, she suddenly, out of nowhere, got a fever about 40 degrees Celsius. The Subconscious is always trying to help us so that we don’t get nervous.”

“So, does it mean that all acute respiratory infections…”

“No, it doesn’t. Sometimes the body is so weakened that it cannot withstand any infection. But, in any case, it must be authorized from Above. To make one sick. The same with a curse or a wickedness. ‘Kind-hearted’ Nina, for example, sends a very strong thought-form filled with the energy of death, like an arrow with poison, to that Masha, who quarreled with Misha from the next entrance and is now dating the man in the prime of life. He left his wife Nina, because he could not get care, attention and love from her, even being sick. Or because, being sick all the time, he became exhausted and urgently needed to be energized from somewhere, but not from Nina, who is already in her prime. So, Masha’s Spirit sees that arrow with poison flying to Masha, catches it and asks God, ‘What to do with the arrow?’…”

“And what to do?”

“Well, it’s God being asked, not me! Nina will definitely get a kick in the ass, or maybe not in the ass, but immediately with the same arrow – a boomerang in the heart. And Masha – fifty-fifty. I don’t know Masha. Why should I judge her? Even if I knew, it’s not my question. Neither yours…”

“Well, tell me more, Alice, about where the illnesses come from!”

“Someone likes to fly. He flies back and forth, here and there. Constantly. On business trips. And just travelling. To meet Masha. But Masha has been already met. And now the man urgently needs to fly to sign a half-million contract for …”

“In what?”

“What do you mean in what? To fly?”

“What is the contract in? In euro or in rubles?”

“Do you work for that man in the prime of life as a Financial Director? Well, let it be in euro… So he is gathering his things. Masha is putting them in his suitcase, checking his ticket, passport and money…”

“Money?”

“No, the contract has not yet been signed. Money is not the mentioned above half a million euro. Money for travelling back and forth and, possibly, for some other Masha. Whatever can happen in life! A taxi arrives. The man enters the car. The suitcase is in the trunk. Smack-smack to Masha. And then … there are a lot of options. Depends on the fantasy of the Spirit and the sanction of God. As a result, the man is late for the plane. He swears obscenely, breaks everything in the bar, hates Masha for… Well, I already feel sorry for Masha. She got it from all sides… The reason is to avoid an even bigger disaster – falling down with the plane.”

“What else?”

“It happens that the man plays with all sorts of Mashas so much that suddenly… bang-bang, hello a hard illness! The man stays in intensive care thinking why is that all of a sudden? But he is simply reminded that he is already in his prime. He needs Memento Mori, and not to think only about Mashas.”

“And this Mementa, who is she?”

“It’s Latin for Remember about the Death.”

“Oh, and what about Masha?”

“Masha turned out to be not very smart, too. Some illness was sanctioned for her as well. Not immediately, later. The period between the cause and effect can vary from several days to several years… So, Masha spent her time and energy (the energy of her life) to achieve the impossible. For some reason, she decided that those half a million euro were not the money of the man in the prime of life, but her own. Somehow it didn’t even occur to her that it wasn’t money of the man, but of the company he was just working in, not being its owner. By the way, I forgot to say, the man caught the next flight. And Masha constantly imagined his return from the business trip with a signed contract and a bag with euros. He would keep the contract for himself and throw the bag at her feet. She even missed the institute. She sat at the door, slept on the rug, waiting… In general, one shouldn’t fix oneself on something or someone. For example, on the Past, on the Present or even on the Future. It’s a blockage of energy from the outside.”

“So did the man come back to Masha?”

“He came back but without the bag.”

“Why without the bag?!”

“Listen, Svetlana, you are Financial Director. Where did you see money being carried in bags on airplanes? It’s transferred by non-cash payments. They put money in banks. Different ones. Abroad as well… So, Masha’s world collapsed. This is called energy wasting imagination or desire of the impossible. One of the causes of illnesses is the inability to satisfy one’s desire.”

“Is such desire always selfish?”

“In this case, desire is always impossible. That is, a person can feel a rush of beautiful impulses of the Soul: he wants to love a particular person in the Earthly Reality, for example. But for some reason he can’t. Well, that girl doesn’t love him and doesn’t want to be with him. In fact, this is a kind of hidden conflict of Good Intention (the Soul wants Beauty, Goodness, Truth, Love, Justice) and the impossibility of realizing it on the physical level. Instead of translating this energy into a positive direction, writing a novel, for example, a person at the level of Consciousness cannot cope with the situation and conserves the energy of unexpressed love. There is another type, forbidden desire. I want, but I don’t allow myself, I can’t. A person really wants something, but at the same time understands that it’s not allowed. He tries in every possible way to displace desire, to suppress it. Both attraction to and escape from. He displaces it into the Subconscious. The Subconscious has to put this energy somewhere and help the person, it creates illness. Usually it serves as an excuse for the person why he should no longer or cannot want the forbidden. The feeling of guilt is removed. The person is trying in every possible way to get rid of illness, to recover. Nobody wants to be sick. No kind of illness is wanted. But he comes into conflict with himself. A vicious circle.”

“What else are we wasting energy on?”

“Every excitement, feeling of fear, irritation takes away a lot of vital energy. When irritated, nerve cells secrete a special poison. It clings to the walls of blood vessels and destroys biological tissues. The body is self-poisoning.”

“Give me a few more examples, Alice!”

“For example, self-programming for negative development of the events. Our Masha dreamed of the bag with joy. But if she imagined from morning till evening the man playing with other Mashas, ;;and not signing a contract … Or that he was not going to the airport from her by taxi, but back to Nina with things … This is also one of the ways to waste energy. The energy goes out too fast, faster than it comes in. At the same time, Masha not only earns illness for herself, but also mentally pushes the man to all sorts of obscenities.”

“Does a person feel tired from wrong thoughts?”

“As well as from having not enough prana or from bad circulation of the energy. This is concerning the etheric body. Anemia, circulatory system, depression and loss of strength are caused by not enough amount of prana. Go under the Sunlight. Get a good breath of clean air. Imagine the same bowl, for example… It happens the other way around: we over-stimulate some chakra and the energy in it, so that it gets too much energy. Then all sorts of tumors appear in the corresponding organ. For example, an introvert keeps everything in himself, painfully scrolling something in his mind. He doesn’t splash it out. He was offended. He was hurt. While he is mentally replaying the situation, his mind is acting. One way or another, a person will have to take out his offense. As a rule, people do this on loved ones or on whatever is close to them. An introvert cannot take revenge on another person. He has nothing and no one closer than himself and his own body. The most sensitive organ takes the hit. The introvert was just thinking, but somewhere illness grew from an overabundance of energy. Tumors don’t threaten an extrovert. He quickly releases steam and sleeps peacefully. I could tell you more about psychosomatics. But it’s better to read a smart book. Everything is already written. In general, Svetlana, remember that at the energy level, an organ becomes ill due to a lack of energy or its excess, as a consequence of violation of certain divine laws, of disharmony of the Soul. God sees everything. He endures for a long time. But no illness will appear without God’s authorization. Everything described in Christianity as sins confessed at Ordeals causes disbalance in energy flows, that sooner or later leads to diseases. God has already warned everyone and even indicated reasons…”

“And if there is no organ, but it seems to be whining, hurting?”

“Let it hurt. It’s even good that it hurts. It’s the Soul that hurts, the astral body. A tooth can be removed. The appendix or something else can be cut off. But, fortunately, no doctor on the Earth has yet learned to take out the Soul.”