Oceans

It was sweet helpless summer, I wanted attention
It came to my mind that I still need you here.
I listened to playlist you made me remember
In the darkest of nights with just you and still me.

I wonder sometimes if you know that I’m waiting
For you to come home and notice me sleep.
I’m dreaming of us in the middle of ocean
Away from the world and the rest that just blames.

They blame me for truth, for my wildest emotions,
For wanting to love and to crave even more.
I came to realize that my deepest of oceans
Are wavy with you, when you’re near me.

I know that it’s winter and you are not here,
The snow that keeps falling still calls for your name,
But I’m still frozen in the middle of nowhere,
Remembering traces of your fingertips.

I wish that you come, reviving emotions,
Your smile never dies; your eyes are like potions.
Right under the stars that feel like explosions,
I keep thinking maybe I’ll show you my oceans.