I feel life when I write

I promised myself I would sleep tonight,
but I'm up all night again picking a bunch of flowers
Flower by flower
I promised myself I would sleep
Eventually I write my poetry and songs
until morning
I don't sleep until the birds are singing,
but when the birds start singing
I start singing with the birds.

I finished another notebook
Notebook written
from cover to cover
I left home
I'm scared
I finished a chapter of life
I left home
I move houses a lot
I left home to buy a new one
But the old home will hold
old memories
The new home will hold
new memories
new memories
until it becomes an old dilapidated home
I feel nostalgia, sadness
for the old
and fear for the future
But as long as I'm writing.
I feel home
I know home is always with me.

I feel warm in the moments when I write
I feel emotions in the moments when I write
I feel sadness when I write
I feel happiness when I write
I feel life
I feel life in the moments when I'm writing

I finished another notebook
Notebook written
from cover to cover
I left home
I'm scared
I finished a chapter of life
I left home
I move houses a lot
I left home to buy a new one
But the old home will hold
old memories
The new home will hold
new memories
new memories
until it becomes an old dilapidated home
I feel nostalgia, sadness
for the old
and fear for the future
But as long as I'm writing.
I feel home
I know home is always with me

I feel life when I write
Life is worth living
It's worth buying tights in different bright colours
It's worth buying candy with all the different wrappers and pasting them in your journal
It's worth living
It's worth writing down your days in your diary
And reading the pages in your
diary to live those days over and over again, but only not to stay on the pages for long and write new pages.
Life and writing is good
Writing is not minutes wasted
Writing is fixing life and moments in memory
Forever
without fear of forgetting