Sometimes i wish

Sometimes i wish i could erase
Those thoughts, i think about those days.
Cause it`s a hard way to complete
Strange puzzles on my way i`ve meet.
I`d asked God: Please someone`s deed
Spare me some light, i`l grow a seed,
That will help everyone around,
Share hope and get them off the ground.
I see them every day, they fear,
Their prayers nobody can hear.
I`l help them, please, just ask for it!
It`s true, no, i,m not hypocryte!
But life keep passing, they all gone,
Not by my side, i stand alone.
I think they just cannot believe,
That someone want not take, but give.
Perhaps they right in some of ways,
Who can we trust in all those days?
Hurted so much by ones we trust,
Forgetting faith, i know that, just
Still hoping that onetime i`l find
Someone, who will believe my kind.
There is no cost, just one request:
Be honest to yourself, don`t test
Your own delusions and fear.
In times of need i will be near.

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