You would never

i thought it's gonna be another lonely weekends
another night to overthink the double meanings
I told myself it was the last time that i meet you
since you don't know i miss the feeling of i need you

I'm looking at the emails i know sure that i won't check it
and it feels like i know you would never
and I know it's wrong if someone thinks you're just a might have been
could you tell me that you would never
i guess you'd never...

we choose the cafe and you choose the table for us
I'm twenty four still get my stipend seems you're grossed out
yeah I'm a loser do you want me to admit it?
I've made mistakes and there's the price and now i pay it

I'm watching all your life from distance I'm happy that you're happy
and it feels like i know you would never
no wonder all my plans have failed, no wonder that it happened
but at least i just guess you would never
be just like me

and I'll get what it takes and i swear I'll do
and i say by myself that I'm a fool
could you stay?
could you listen?
to me one last time

you're the thread that ties me with that old me
Right right
I never meant to make you means to an end
If i could only get my old self back
Down, down
I would tell you i hope you woud never

Be like me

i was the one you'd talk to in twelfth graderight right
now i know you barely recall my face
right right
and i never felt more out of place
like now

and all i think i hope you would never
you know all i think i hope you'd never
be like me