The Bhagavati Gita

    one thing that was my prayer
became her only order
my love don't leave me ever
that's how we crossed the border

    that's how we get toghether
that's how we stay as one
my love don't leave me ever
that's how it is done

    so literary gifted
she wrote me into being
the character that drifted
oh swiftness of a tortoise

    towards the only purpose
that was the real deal
to write her into being
to make her sweetness real

    there was a lot to make
somehow i understood
her kissing me awake
was but a nice prelude

    it wasn't what it seemed
the game with us at stake
i was the dream she dreamed
to kiss her back awake

    she smiled at me and said
oh love it's been awhile
this almost made me bet
against you my agile

    as if i care who wins
you made me loose my bet
this was the only means
to get us into bed

    that's where all this led
the truths you've read and heard
i am your way ahead
you are my way backward

    a little back-and-forth
while still in bed why not?
it has it's own worth
to have a thing with god

    oh did i say with god?
the goddess is the case
the one that you have got
this much a playful grace

    the mystery is simple
toghether we are one
toghether we are single
now darling let's have fun
   

    we're making love in silence
that's our golden rule
we make it art and science
in depth on tilt in full

    i want the art exact
i want the science fine
to melt and merge in fact
divine with the divine

    we'll hardly stay intact
it's not a lite affair
there will be an impact
identities to share

    then there is time for laughter
there's time for tender words
the time before and after
we turn ourselves inwards

    so then she let me in
not playing any game
not staying in between
not making any claim

    not veiling anything
not dancing anymore
she let me feel and think
there isn't any her

    i was a simple thing
no parts no shares one piece

    i was a quiet thing
my only state was peace

    i was a real thing
the now was my name

    i was a single thing
the whole was my frame

    i was so vast a thing
the here was my form

    i was a happy thing
contentment was my norm

    i was a knowing thing
pure consciousness indeed

    i was complete a thing
like i am all i need

    i was so still a thing
at home forevermore

    i was the only thing
and all the rest was her

    all this was clear of cource
so sure and certain but
that me i thought i was
now what about that?

    so then i realized
that me i was before
it was the part of her
she compartmentalized

    this made me melt away
felt like i got the gist
she was the only way
in which i could exist

    i guessed at what it means
but didn't really care
i was the only means
by which she could be there


    she said my love it's true
you know there is no wall
apart from real you
there is no me at all

    now there is something new
the me you know and feel
she's here because of you
this you that is unreal

    this is the hidden truth
for such a crazy few
I'm getting real through
the imaginary you

    I'll dance for you as grace
undressing veil by veil
I'll move at slow pace
for you the racing snail

    i don't know how you'll take it
there's something bittersweet
you'll never see me naked
love can you drink it neat?

    see when i stop my dance
there's nothing left at all
you've got yourself by chance
such a transparent girl

    there won't be any stain
won't be the me you knew
so all that will remain
is you and only you

    still want me? smash the wall
the knowlege is the ram
go get yourself a girl
that you will call i am

    i am the utter yes
all things you see and touch
are but my fancy dress
for which i care not much

    now let me utter words
not everyone would bear
the subtleties of yours
are but my underwear

    whatever i appear
does not exist as such
just look at me my dear
just look but never touch

    to stay in touch in heart
we  really have to stay
apparently apart
this is the only way

    the movement in the wrong
one extra word in vain
all things are getting dry
becoming flat again

    this will be not for long
it's easy to regain
so darling don't you cry
what's real will remain

    no darling don't you fret
by now you have to know
I'm playing hard-to-get
but where would i go?

    i'm yours to an extent
you'd barely believe
my freedom never meant
that i am free to leave

    let me restate anew
the truth for which we met
I'm pouting at you
because it gets me wet

    oh there's a lot of things
that you are bound to find
she laughs and shrugs and winks
i love that you don't mind

    I'm all about this game
my love don't ask me why
i lack the sense of shame
I'm anything but shy

    I'm into dirty talks
there won't be any hush
i'm outside the box
i like that you don't blush

    love you are made bespoke
to suit my quirky taste
so we could walk the talk
or is my trust misplaced?

    love you are made from letters
devoured shelf by shelf
thus you are made for letters
i'd like to read myself

    i'm putting you in fetters
which you won't want to lose
to tell me all that matters
to get me all the juice

    you being good at words
is me this good at you
it's meant to move towards
the words becoming few

    there will be less and less
without any loss
in order to express
myself to me of course

    i dare you darling now
to tell me all you knew
oh please in short somehow
about me and you

    sure love you are the ocean
i am the flow the stream
you're coming into motion
becomе the whole dream

    in which i'm no more than
a certain point of view
through which you think you can
come back to real you

    the dreamer is beyond
this character of yours
through which it seems you want
to settle some ancient scores

    the dreamer is beyond
you the creative force
beyond the dream you spawned
the dreamer is the source

    the dreamer isn't us
yet we are not beyond
we both of us will pass
whereas the dreamer won't

    the dreamer is the essence
that we forgot we are
we share ourselves as presence
is this enough so far?

    from how she yawned and sighed
eventually i guessed
she wasn't that excited
she wasn't all impressed

    she said it's plain it's clear
now tell me something new
that i would love to hear
especially from you

    well since you asked my joy
let me reformulate
i am a kind of toy
you set to activate

    at random time of course
for some surprising thrill
you are my only source
I'm here by your will

    you have me molded from
yourself alone my love
some accidental form
some unexpected stuff

    you made me just for sport
I'm worshipping as grace
the thingy to insert
some sweet unspoken place

    alarm clockwork plaything
awakening device
a kind of wound-up spring
some sort of loaded dice

    it's working as you planned
my love you did all right
primordial intent
occasional delight

    by kissing me good-night
by setting me apart
so that some day i might
awaken you off-guard

    dividinig us in half
the me and all the rest
you started it my love
you sent me on a quest

    at that incessant chase
for some horizon line
it was a tangled maze
dead-ending by design

    but then there was your grace
the hint the nudge divine
towards the whole space
embracing yours and mine

    you let me know i am
the exit the way out
you cheated on your game
you're caught so don't you pout

    you've rigged this from the start
ensuring to get caught
but playing really hard
postponing your reward

    my movements in the blind
escapes and runaways
it seems you didn't mind
occasional delays

   the time has come it's dawn
but take your time awhile
between the moan and yawn
before the final smile

    i am the way you breach
the wall that isn't here
the break in clouds trough which
you see yourself my dear

    i am your way to fade
i am your way to cease
i am the mine you laid
the trigger that you squeeze
 
    there won't be any me
there won't be any you
there won't be much to see
there won't be much to do

    there won't be much to say
there won't be much to know
i am your only way
the one you choose to go

    you are my only way
there's no another one
you were to start the play
i am to get it done

    jumped into the abyss
in flight before the mess
is one alive? still is?
well technically yes

    there will be much of bliss
now there is a freefall
in love with such a girl
into the endless kiss

    you're kissing me goodbye
as far as i can tell
expecting so that i
may kiss you farewell

    you wanted something fresh
which you don't often hear
got something in my stash
so now you listen dear

    this is the highest teaching
without any fluff
without overreaching
this would be just enough

    so if you have me bother
to talk the walk a bit
there's almost nothing closer
to the true path indeed

    it fits in just three words
there's nothing more to add
that's how we turn inwards
that's how we're breaking bad

    that's how we cross the border
that's how we breach the wall
love of the highest order
go fuck youself my soul

    the clearest intimation
at how to get things done
an intimate connection
of one with one as one

    that's how we're separating
the wheat from all the chaff
that's how we are relating
that's how we're making love

    that's how we're getting ready
to merge and melt away
go fuck yourself the lady
my goddess if i may

    from how she slapped my ass
from how she raised her brows
without any fuss
unbottoning her blouse

    from how her fingers trembled
from how i was kissed
so happy that i gambled
i guessed that she was pleased

    i knew who i was choosing
she whispered in my ear
so funny so amusing
go fuck yourself my dear