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I hate my bed
It remimds me of the worst nightmares
That suddenly came true
I wish i slept
forever and i will
Inevitably will break the rule
Of birth and death
Of width and depth
of love and hate
Not gonna shoot myself, don't worry
I'm not scaring you on purpose
I'm playing with the rythm
I still can touch the surface
Of cold and rocky grief
I hate to hate my life as well
What's than?
Don't put the blame on me
I'm fighting, i won't shoot myself
I can accept it bravely
I'm fighting, I'm not feeling well
Don't feel alive namely


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