apathy

this ruddy mattress rightly refused me work.
allright.
the slime of the enthusiasm of these snails,
making their ascent, delights me.
I could not be carried away by their aspirations and pleased by their joys.
I'm not interested.
in half-sleep today I thought
probably I will soon die - that's a cool.
sleep is a lie detector, I can still surprise myself.
in my semi-sleep I was really happy about this mournful occasion.

"Spinning Gears" - the best, on topic of course. rewrite this Ryu.
it becomes funny when there is too much drama.
is that what you wanted?
that's what he wanted.
It's always too cold in these paper houses anyway.
Yes, the book itself opened to the picture of Saint George killing the Dragon.
Anyone whose name is Dragon can think of an omen.
I would have panicked there through of each line.
pills make a person too susceptible.
I've been drinking only tea since today.
yes, you're right as always
there's as much time as you want - an ocean,
but the cup is always only for one sip.