Roller coaster

i don't know the prophecy
i can't read my taro cards.
i feel like i cant see the lies like prophetic dreams
what am i to do if everyone's believe in them

i should slacken off the belt
i should try the better dress
I'm grimacing at the smell of your best perfume
just to fake the conversations up there in my room

but i
i want you to catch me in a lie
wish it was a phase instead of life
no one ever said its all my fault
Oh no,
It's just like
wish i was dead but i don't wanna die
These roller coasters more than just a ride

and all the minds of others i cant control
Oh Lord
Its just like

these roller coasters mare than just a ride
i wanna talk but I'm afraid I'll cry
these roller coasters just a waste of time
i wanna scream but I'm afraid I'll cry
Oh why

i am still sixteen years old
I'm still frittering away
trepidation is hereditary I'm afraid
missing chances i hope it's somewhere in my genes

my friends taking on a plane
i can't even leave my house
wish i could delete the interenet i think i would
if i had gone somewhere further than my old school

but I'm
trying to be even half alive
in fantasies that never turn to life
i know all the consequences good enough
oh right
 i feel like
these roller coaster s more than jist a ride
why do they look like i commit a crime
do you know i cant control your mind
  oh why

these roller coasters mkre than just a ride
i wanna talk but I'm afraid I'll cry
these roller coasters just a waste of time
i wanna scream bur I'm afraid I'll cry