Still Holding You

I thought I let you go last winter,
When the frost made silence feel like peace,
But your name still burns in my mirror,
Every time I try to find release.

I dress my hurt in brand new colors,
Smile like I got nothin’ left to prove,
But my hands still shake like thunder
When I walk past the scent of you.

Still holding you in my shadow,
Still dreaming you in my sleep,
You’re the ache I hide in the echo
Of the promises I couldn’t keep.

You’re the ghost in every Sunday,
The rain that I can’t outrun,
If I’m free now, why do I still feel
Like you’re the only one?

Friends say I should be healing,
That I’m too much heart for one soul to bear,
But I ain’t chasing no more meaning -
I just want a love that’s still there.

I lit every candle,
Prayed to every sky,
But the stars just whisper
Why I still cry.

Still holding you in my shadow,
Still dreaming you in my sleep,
I don't need no freedom
If love like that is mine to keep...

You’re the ghost in every Sunday,
The rain I won’t outrun...
If I’m free now, why do I still feel
Like you’re the only one?

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