Why you?

It's difficult to understand
what in your image causes heart's beating;
what makes sweet warmth to belt again
chilled trembling flesh at sudden meetings;
what blocks up thoughts and speech. Strange strengths
in thorax makes once for your body...
There is no vigor to reject
invisible gravity. I'm tired
of the mad game in hating... Where
is the dead line of the self-lying?
Where is the secret door to left
this dirty lunatic asylum?
Sometimes it seems the story's just
a work of ill imagination.
I've lost a sleep at all... At night
I'm looking for your little actions
on this lost page... And I'm obsessed...
I kiss you in sweet light illusions.
I ask the meeting face to face,
when little distance causes fusion,
breaking a thick invisible wall
between two different native souls.
I am afraid of being false
the unknown reader on this forum...

                Your Thea 20.05.2025