Were you really there?

the room's forgetting it's edge when you speak
I was breathing like a secret no one keeps
I couldn't conscience but you heard me
i fell in slow motion so hostile but you didn't blink once

lights hummed like bees
They sting wounds of past
I broke in your quiet like thunder on glass
I was all static and you tuned me in
but I can't tell
were you really there?

I say my Harbour is graveyard of haunted names
I dont want you to drown in my secret bays
my confessions stuck in limbo like heart caught in blaze
i spoke the truth in clandestine tones isn't it craziness?

hold me like smoke I breath out
telling me we're safe and sound
don't care if I'm talk of the town

no voice but the gaze stillness drowned in the noise
you stand still I'm growing out of my bones
Don't you really know
she's just freaking off?
I try to see through
were you just a ghost?

Just tell me what made you risk it!
lost in tempus chasing fake dreams
ones that you say sound like best schemes
of the twisted halls with quiet screams
the pale is not that dire as it seems
in my best times it was rare...
as the trumpets blare...
are you really there?

moving slowly again
were you really there?
was it all true or was it all dare?
were you really there?

lights went on and out
panics made of the lace
it's looking like your handcuffs embrace
I told you once
and I'll never repeat
but I have to know
were you really there

my heart won't race it stopped in the street
there's a monument of my old self shape
my eyes daft around
i'd better be dead
I have to know
Were you really there?

Run fast like wind
Are you my betrothed?
You say I'm insane I can't say I am not
The wall's like the exit
Emergency call
I just want to know
Are you a ghost?

It feels like you can hear my bare thoughts
I see the Linden you're turning into
Your straight line pierce gently right through my curves
I can't even tell
If you were a ghost

I put on the face
I put on the coat
Gave me ball of threads
But I Can't untie the knot
I forgot to change my old Sable sails
Where did I lose
But we're you even there?


Sky falls and it rose
I know you'll sugarcoat
All of my tumults
You heard about in Parking lot
I blink and it makes me look like a fool
I know I was there
But what about you?