He didn t understand

He didn't understand

I wanted to forget him...
So much love mixed with pain.
I killed him in my heart every day over and over again...
But love prevailed and kept me  still returning.

He gave me all the magic
All joy and dedication he could have.
Then he became so cold that even ice could melt in front of his so stubborn stone heart.
He was the only one I loved and shared my everything.

His evil wife made magic spell and won
I thought she was his "ex" but then discovered she was stuck to him forever.
She just destroyed his life that no loving woman cannot do even in jealous moment.
I almost died while flying in the sky, my plane was going down.

And I confronted death... but still my love survived.
I asked Creator guide me in this pain.
And I was lead to fortune-teller asking if I loved in vain,
I wanted to forget and she explained that there was black magic all involved.

She said that we were destined to be together,
That he was sent by Heaven in my life.
That we could save each other and our love is still alive
And I decided to take struggle and to fight with evil then.

I went through darkness, battled all the devils,
I asked to take the spell from him as well.
The day I made up that decision my cat escaped.
I haven't seen my baby since that day...

But I survived...the darkness was defeated.
He was now free from evil's paws
And so was I as Darkness is not stronger than the Light and Stars.
I didn't tell him as I wanted he would feel and understand it.

He didn't understand...and he preferred the cage,
His fears overwhelmed him and his jealousy made him distracted.
I wish he knew how much I loved him... but he chose death over life, past over future, over present,
I couldn't say a word... like The Little Mermaid, I watched my heart in silence bleed knowing that one day all the evil will be returned to sender at the final stage.

21.11.24
Annie Moonlight