my opposite side

The sun is out now
And I look at myself through the mirror
It's all gonna be right
If I will fight with my fears

Hell and the heaven so high
I mean that I saw the infinity
Couple of miles apart
My minds says: it's convenient

I'm here. I'm there.  I'm disappeared
So I'm not afraid of anxiety
I've thrown a part of my spears
To the lost and hopeless society

Anyone won't understand me
Why I've ignited the truth
I'd like to trust independence
Despite it breaks all the rules

But once I saw an effulgence
When stars were covered by dark
I hope It was a sign , my darling
A sign to broaden my mind

I keep your lips' flavors inside
'Cause I started to find definitions
Of passion, smile and light
So your hands will be my rifles

Let's put all my pain into glass
Where I saw only eight ugly shadows
I'm here. In so endless maze
Don't save me. I have to be pressured

That's all gonna fall into depth
But you hold me plenty of times
Like a murderer who wants of some death
Like an angel who stocked in the sky

My bad thoughts are blended
Like couples of destructive pills
I'm sorry, but I don't remember
What was a lie and what was for real

Your beauty can be a my way
To run away from the nightmares
To stay all of troubles against
But I've lost your soul in fire