The Story Without the Plot

[Ouverture]
Laying on the floor, try to catch the breath,
While I hang out between life and death.
My eyes full of tears, but I need realize:
Should I find a new company after Witches5?

[Act I. Introduction]
[Flashback I]
This story has start in the end of the fall,
When a spark warmed the November cold.
I chose love over money, as I actually did,
I just tried to satisfy my heart and my creed.

[Flashback II]
Then there was May, we stepped out from the bars:
"We've realized our fate under these stars".
I remembered confession and that silver ring,
Not fully understanding what this will bring.

[Flashback III]
Well, we have made almost two-year hike,
Twas Sunshine Era, but obviously twas like:
Don't you need somebody to blame?
Well, you've found somebody to blame.

[Intermezzo]
Day by day and night after night,
There's no winner: we have lost the light.

[Act II. Exposition]
[Flashback I]
Then there was times, we've call it lockdown,
When so many destinies turn around.
But it's not the reason for me being blamed,
That I left you alone. It's not the same.

[Flashback II]
Twas so many anxious wake up calls from you,
I couldn't figure it out even though I had the clue.
I have lot of suspicions, but I don't want them voice,
Stay in blissful ignorance - it was my choice.

[Flashback III]
You can't call me out, cuz I call you back,
Between two of us you're the biggest quack.
You resurrect my deepest fear of loss,
And then Fortune helps fade life's gloss.

[Intermezzo]
But we had a choice: to stay or to go,
Well, you've made it behind my back, so...

[Act III. Culmination]
[Flashback I]
So, you are a traitor. Like son like mother,
Then five katastrophe happened one for another:
Intriguer, pretender are involved in this game,
After fool and liar finished me off with no shame.

[Flashback II]
I summoned nexus, black birds, kangaroo;
There's no other way, what do I need to do?
I just need a hard break from this reality,
To preserve the last remnants of my sanity.

[Flashback III]
All that long and hot summer I was total high,
Maybe I was wrong, but I don't wanna die.
I have experienced hell to the fullest extent,
So now I can bind it with some special scent.

[Flashback IV]
Six days, seven nights rushed before my eyes,
While I stared onto the violence colored skies.
I didn't stop, till I lose twenty five kilos,
But even then I didn't find what I have lost.

[Flashback V]
And that words of my boss: "I see something's wrong,
But I don’t understand what. You need to be strong."
But I kept silent and smiled. How could I say
That the poison of mercy running through my veins.

[Flashback VI]
Then I found Fortune, I tracked her back.
Dying, she gave me the last flashback.
Now I'm ready to put the final dot,
Even if our love was the story without the plot.

[Intermezzo]
I can not get rid of this part of my past,
But I don't wanna accept it either... So fast.

[Act IV. Finale]
[Thought I]
The darkest thoughts come in darkest nights:
Burning memories won't help me reach the heights.
All that I have - despair, confusion and pain,
Depression and tears pouring down like rain.

[Thought II]
I still don't see my name on the death list.
How can I see a future that doesn't exist?
I won't find solace in distant lands,
It's better to suffer alone than by someone's hands.

[Thought III]
It's not the past. Gimme the time machine,
I will stop this torture, redone the scheme.
But life is not the movie - you can't replay it,
So there's only one way: prevent and outwit.

[Intermezzo]
I'm not became supernova, I just faded out,
I made my final choice: the pistol. No doubt.

[Epilogue]
It's time to call a spade a spade:
Hey, Traitor, I'm not afraid.
(Death is not atonement, Jekyll)
I trusted you, Intriguer.
(I outplayed you, Kay)
I fell for your sweet songs, Pretender.
(I saw through you in time, Johnny)
Fool, I have helped you so many times.
(You still don't understand anything, Gajey)
Liar, ah, if only I did it betimes.
(I hope Karma has got you, Robert)