House of Our Anxiety

[Verse I]
I didn't push you away. I just was terrified,
That you figured me out, and reveal what I hide.
I just wanted to match you, even if I knew,
That I wasn't your type and can't got something new.

[Verse II]
I would like to explain, but I've lost your phone,
Please, listen to me, before we have gone.
We get lost in the fog of misunderstandings,
Thinking that we can be more outstanding.

[Chorus I]
There is two of us - envy and lust,
Leafing through the books of the past.
Face to face with contrariety,
In the house of our anxiety.

[Verse III]
Turn off the light, even if I don't want,
Close the door, let it be your last taunt.
Left me hope that it's all for a while,
Don't you see? It's OK. I keep smile.

[Verse IV]
Now we have what we have: I avoid meeting eyes
And I'll never let tear off my cunning's guise.
There's only two reasons for me get you vexed:
Escape from the past and uncertainty about next.

[Verse V]
"The time really heals!" - that is all I hear
But I drown more and more in the pool of my fears:
Every night flashbacks occupy all my mind,
Early morning I crawl next my bed round and round.

[Chorus II]
There is two of us - me and my past,
Choking on what we never discussed.
Face to face with contrariety,
In the house of my anxiety.