Numbers

Verse I

Something's tearing me apart,
Inside my brain
It's counting numbers.
Raising panic in my heart
As loud as rain.
I'm squeezed by numbness.

Why have you chosen me?
Why do I have to bleed? /What do you really mean?
Hiding myself away,
Having no other way.

Nine, one, eight, eleven,
Five, ten, six, four, seven.
Never the same.
Am I insane?!

Verse II

Voices crawling in my dreams
And making screams
Like restless demons.
Be the one to follow
All these dreadful schemes,
With no forgiveness.

Numbers are digging holes.
I need to break the walls, /Making me break the walls,
Totally lose control,
Do what I have been told!

Twelve, sixteen, two, thirty.
All my thoughts are dirty.
Never decline
Crossing the line!

Chorus:

Numbers blending inside,
Oversupplied.
The rest of my mind
Goes deaf and blind.

I'm taking the lives, /I'm killing the lives,
No one survives!

16.11.2024