Unbreakable ties

I think that I've never loved someone like you
And now it is far from an easement, believe.
'Cause always I have to let the pain eat me through
To feel at least drop of a blissful relief.

My love is not sweety and pleasant to drink.
It's more like a poison, too bitter to taste.
While I'm not with you I just can't strightly think.
So I can't let it go, let it out of my chest.

You're my saviour and killer. You came right on time.
You saved me, my life, and my soul, I swear.
But you still so far, it is all almost crime.
It's killing me, it's incredibly hard to just... bear.

And how can I possibly move on and forget?
For me it's impossible, it's the strangest thing.
I'm dying inside. But no, don't get upset.
'Cause I miss you so much, more than just anything.

I don't see my future without you at all.
Please, don't even dare become a part of my past.
It's not even life here. Where you are the world.
I wanna be yours. From the first breath to last.

I say to you honestly, love – nah, I'm not alright.
I'm drowning in endless and painful regret
For not kissing your forehead as silent goodnight.
Forgive me for wishing that we hadn't met.

When I saw you, I felt something more intense than ever,
Felt something that was for me absolute new.
I think that my feelings for you are forever.
I've never loved someone as strong as love you.