The bitterness of thoughts

The bitterness of thoughts and feelings...
And suddenly we hurt the people dearest...
Tell me,  why... What are we doing there?
Where are we going now... where should we be?

Like winter wind we're going to be frozen...
More sharp and cold, than had supposed.
You are like rock, and I'm going to be too...
There are so much difficulties between me and you...

Speaking openly,  you know...
I do not wish to be apart.
When I'm contemplating thee
I feel so lighted,  so glad...

And now...
What happened to me?
Because you spoke of love,
Suddenly... hurting so much...
Somewhere inside of me...
I just couldn't stop...

And maybe I regret
For saying this or that...
I do not ask to pardon me.
Speaking frankly...
I was so depressed... because of thee.

May I'm ready... now I can listen...
May be it's possible to find a wright decision...
But what decision?
All in vain... it seems to be...