The victory

Where's the victory of mine? 
I have been trying all this time
But there is no profit, no success,
The more you try, the more mess 
You get. So why go anywhere?
Take your dreams and bury them.
I'm so sick of goddamn people.
I'm as mean as Stewie Griffin.;
I am nuts, can't you see? 
Who's afraid of little me? ;
I look a lot like Taylor Swift ;
When it was 2017.
The grave opened; she came back.
The white swan has turned black.
Ground Control to Major Tom,;
Just hide playfully at home
As if there was a nuclear war.
Create a «fallout shelter core», 
Save some Lana Del Rey CDs, ;
Turn them on, and sleep in peace.
And so why go anywhere? 
You have a heater and a fan. 
Is there anything else you need for life
Except for one book and a knife?
One or two dreams of fame, 
Preferably to bury them.
That's a damn unfair existence.
Life and death are just twin sisters.
Who are you fighting for, good soldier?
Dear poets, happy torture!;
I must be doing something wrong.
Why is there no joy in all my songs?
I could be on Cloud Nine
But there's no victory of mine.   
 
May 6th, 2024

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; Отсылка на песню американской певицы Тейлор Свифт "Who's afraid of little old me?"
; Тейлор Свифт, американская певица. Отсылка на её знаменитый камбэк 2017 года, когда певица выпустила песню и клип "Look What You Made Me Do"
; Отсылка на песню Space Oddity британского певца Дэвида Боуи.
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; Отсылка на альбом Тейлор Свифт "The Tortured Poets Department"