Invisible wall

Red was the colour of my face, when I used to see you in the college town.
I used to think I wouldn't catch your stare.
White was the colour of my lab coat and my truck all hand-me-down,
but I guess I wasn't well aware
 
about time, this curious time,
black eyes and old pseudoscientific signs.
Where the brick, that I didn't see?
I think this time I had to know,
that you tried to build some
invisible wall,
dividing you from me?
 
Young was the love of the song in your phone on your first long sleepless night.
You looked so tired, stuck out a mile.
Bold was my friend, asking you to come back to the show, cause I wrote the song for you.
You said this kind of music's not your style.
 
You words, your cut out words.
You garbled the facts, I mixed up the chords.
Throw these bricks I didn't see.
I think this time I had to know,
that you tried to build some
invisible wall,
dividing you from me?

A wall that stopped me
running into your arms, cause you said that you don't lie.
Let my new mistakes to mark my lips I bite.
Your absence changed my seasons,
I never had the reason
to break the bricks and stones between me and you.
 
Cold was the skin of your hand, when you fought with the boy, who broke my heart.
Now you both know all my secrets.
Gold was the colour of the chain 'round your neck, when you said I looked so smart.
Now I see all your lies, you couldn't keep it.
 
Eyes, guilty brown eyes
gave me the dreams and your inky black skies,
and it's cool -
empty school hall.
I think this time I finally know,
that you tried to build some
invisible wall,
stopping me from fall.