You never loved me

Dark brown hair,
first summer dates.
Calling on each others names.
"I'll be your homecoming king, if you don't mind".
 
College town, library.
Lyric lines, diary.
"You are the best thing I could ever find".
 
So close your eyes.
This place is full of lights.
We're two high flying kites, I take your hands.
This room's illuminated.
Don't leave me frustrated, I cancel dates,
so you could seal my fates.
Clean all my dirty slates, and now that was the time, when I caught you lying.
You looked right at me,
you got away,
said you never loved me.
 
Memories made it worse, one more line, another verse.
Someday you'll find every rhyme was about you.
 
I take your hands.
Playing truth or dare now
vanity's unfair now, why?
I understand, I'm up to no good.
Stand right, where you stood, I know when you picked her like a flower, she was unaware, that all the world loves a lover.
You never loved me.
 
"No parking" signs, midnight lies
was all I wanted.
You passed out of my sight,
and now I'm haunted.
 
'Cause you disappeared.
Said you have to leave,
put this narrative on pause.
I believed,
I got my favorite roses,
said you liked us both, I found you
playing with her hair.
Love is in the air.
Kissing all her pale skin,
by all manners of means,
that was the time, when I finally realized...
 
...that I breathed your perfume like an oxygen.
I'd pick up, if you call me up again
to say she's everything I'll never be.
The truth is hitting me like ton of bricks.
You tried to get me just to dance around,
to set the rain all over hazy town.
I knew I'd miss you once you leave my side,
waiting for your shadow every night.
Hoping you'll take me by the hand.
Say it's just mistake.
You'd say everything.
You'd say you love me.
 
And that would be the moment
I'll catch you lying looking right at me.
You'll get away,
say you never loved me.