Like moonlight silence

If I were again
I would go the same way
I wouldn't miss a single step
and I would like more
I would like fucking more
fucking more, you know

more fear so that I can win more strongly with love
more hatred so that I can forgive more strongly
more envy so that I can be more blessed
                for what I have
more darkness so that I can better see
                my own light and the light of others
more pain from your shots, more deception,
                humiliation and wounds
so that I can embrace more with compassion, to touch you
to love and understand more

and the path more thorny
and a less festive way
honest and lined with mud and thorns
to know my strength
to feel
to live
to be loving and love

and I would sing
    the whole long incomprehensible pilgrimage
that's the only thing I would change
I would sing more
without words

just like the stormy song of the gales
just like the silence of the moonlight
           when you look into the darkness
                with the eyes of demons
just like moonlight silence
           when you look into the dark
                with the eyes of all the angels
                laughing at human wishes and illusions

and I would build between them a bridge
                of concord and harmony
by which the soul touches its past
with trembling fingers of anticipation
                of what never ends
my world of love

for behind the circle which my soul has drawn
                around its own axis
it is safe

because within myself
it is safe

because in its depths
    embraced by the waves of all
          of raging and never-ceasing seas

it is fucking safe


Рецензии