Without you

Looking for answers that don't exist
Maybe I've always known them.
All those letters I wrote
An idea popped into my head.

I can't see your face in the dark
It's just the pain of amazement
I look at the wall and I pray
After all, we have gone through all the paths of temptation.

I am your demon that you see everywhere
Heaven warned that the devil would be nice
And you did not hold my heart, did not save it,
The long way in dreams has already been completed.

I lost myself and you lost me
We only suffer failure
I'm looking in the darkness for your bestowal,
What I have become, only killed myself.

Life teaches me nothing
Rather, reach out to me with your hand.
Don't be broken, in the dark
Only I'm standing at the window - it's all about the scribbler.

All we have is just one last chance
Use it right, find a balance.
I will never turn my back on you
Take my hand and take me forever.