Bleeding

I deserve something better
Than just lonely nights
I deserve something better
Then just a soft
“Goodbye”

I deserve love
And caring
I deserve to
Be myself

But in the night
All I’m hearing
Are cries
In my bed

So why I’m
Starting to get
This emotion
Of
Self isolation
And deepest
Devotion
To sadness

Why I
Can’t not
Help
Myself?

And this time
All those words
Hurt no more
And this time
I’m leaving
What I already lived for
This time
Is all now
Once again
Repeating
And I
Still inside
Bleeding
My heart is
Bleeding


Never know
What’s gonna help me
To look away
From the hole
Inside
And from my pain

All those
Positive energies send
Are just lost
On the darkness
Of the “once again”

And did I just
Told myself
To never
Love again?

And did I just told
Myself
I’m better alone?

But we need to go

And this time
All those words
Hurt no more
And this time
I’m leaving
What I already lived for
This time
Is all now
Once again
Repeating
And I
Still inside
Bleeding
My heart is
Bleeding