I touched you to know it was true

As you approach the place where the dream ends
due to not finding the other end
something inside you dies
when you do everything and bear the decision
        of another not to protect your world
you want to lay down your heart and exchange your soul
you want to burn the body
because everything you've lived so far
             for yourself and for that only one
all that you have lived truthfully and honestly
everything you expected and dreamed of
becomes a lie

I can't be someone else
all that I am is real
and was created only for you
and only for your pleasure and understanding
in its entirety, for connecting with only you 
and I can't blame the fact
      that a duplicate is enough for someone

that's enough for someone who isn't me
I recognized you
I touched you to know it was true
and there is and was no one else but you
no one warms me and warmed me with substitute love
no one gives me and did not give me a feeling
                of substitute happiness
the world is full of those who lie to themselves
and they prefer to live on the run in empty illusions
I am not one of them

what is the use of life in the solitude of hope
whitch waiting for you to decide to live
truly, connected and united

all that's left is the rest of dreams
those that I can fulfill myself without you
because they don't wait for you to wake up
and don't worry
it won't change your or mine ideas
                about love and happiness
I have no intention of revenge

I will start living without you
                if you want it that way
I'm not the type to want to be third or fourth
I'm not the type to fight for what isn't there
I'm not the type to feed on illusions
because unlike illusions, dreams come true

when we meet, I'll be someone else
because reality will change me with its pain

life without dreams is the same as life without you
but life without you is no longer an illusion
the pain will change me forever
because you didn't do anything

you just traded dreams for a world of illusions

only a few days left until awakening