everything i do is useless

I wake up in the morning
Don't know what to do with life
Stare in the window
Hope that there will be the sign

I do my home routine
But I can't get rid of feeling
That everything I do is useless
I'll go crazy, I'll go stupid!

I do the things that i don't want ,
I learn the things that i don't need!
Teach me to control emotions, not to
Calculate plane speed!

I will try to stay both honest
And not to curse the freaking world!
To save your time I will be modest:
I'll try to make long story short!

I go to bed late at night
Try not to think about school stuff
Try to make my life shine brighter
But they don't care: they make it dark!

"What the hell is going on?"
Ask the questions on my own
And nobody never answers
It's time to unlock my phone

Then I start to write my poems
Cause what's the sense of other being?
Other people made me feel always
Like i don't belong: I'm different!

I love art and I love music
Looking forward to create
They don't give a damn on purpose
They wanna make us identical twins!

I do the things that i don't want ,
I learn the things that i don't need!
Teach me to control emotions, not to
Calculate plane speed!

I will try to stay both honest
And not to curse the freaking world!
To save your time I will be modest:
I'll try to make long story short!

"What the hell is going on?"
Ask the questions on my own
And nobody never answeeeers....

I'm not going to
Do the thing that i don't want
Learn the things that i don't need
I'll teach you to make your life shine brighter
Despite everything, indeed...

I won't do the things that i don't want ,
And learn the things that i don't need!
I'll teach myself to control emotions, not to
Calculate plane speed!

I will try to stay too honest
Don't care if I curse your world
To save my time I won't be modest
Trying to make long story short!




08.2021