In many ways you were my blessing

In many ways you were my blessing.
And God has made me just for you.
With all your spirit and caressing
I had no chance to make it through.
In many ways you were my blessing.
The soul for the protected mind.
You took my heart without pressing
‘Cause I was willing to be blind.
You were my spring, you were my summer
And partly autumn, to be frank.
From a deserted constant crummer
You turned me in a summer day.
You were impossibly gorgeous -
Your arms, your eyes - I was a fool!
You shook my soul’s deepest dungeons,
You showed a way to break a rule.
You brought me nothing & took so much -
I wonder if I’ll start regretting that.
But I will keep that lilac branch
As happy but the only part.

It was a joke, of course, it was
And I will hide my tears forever
For I should thank the short-day month
And just become a better prayer.

This summer forever stays with me
As if I had just simply one.
There is no need to cry or grief,
As I knew I would be done.

14/06/2015