1. i trusted you — for nothing,
i trusted her — the same.
i thought it was my fault.
i did ingore the bothering,
it turned out that in vain.
presumable result...
2. expected you to be there,
i hoped you weren't a liar,
but someone nice and sweet.
i thought that you were busy,
i thought that you were tired,
when you avoided me.
3. i thought i didn't feel that,
i did ignore the signs
that told me to be careful.
i overestimated your heart —
you totaled mine
and said that i was fretful.
0. i knew. i knew this from the start.
i tried. i've tried so god damn hard.
i stayed up till sunrise, crying my eyes out.
you were the only thing i cared about.
00. you've said to me so many things,
and heartbreak always hurts, what did you think?
i gave you all i had: my heart and love.
apparently, it wasn't that enough.
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07-08.06.2022
The hymn of my relationships
© Copyright: Шакер Мурадова, 2022
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