I want to live this

It is not hard
if you are focused and light
every difficult and heavy darkly thought, even just a hint of it
yes, even just a little hint of it
pulls you down and breaks the connection
if you are completely focused and light
translucent and bright
you take off, you fly almost secretly

I'm learning not to be torn to pieces
energies break my body currently
I can already read them fluently

the first, which wants to allow the soul to take off
                and disappears on take off
and the second, which comes from you
it stays and warms, like fire fills you with heat

it's weird?
can anyone advise me?
I don't sleep, there is no time, no drowsiness
everything takes place in its own order

sitting at the top of the cliffs on the shore
over the silver sea of ;;rippling wild grasses
we watch the sunrise from this sea of ;;hope
from a torn line above the horizon

the first happy sun rises
still all bloody
the sky is turning and geting white
incredible happiness also comes with joy

we lie in the rippling grass of all possibilities
overhead thousands and thousands
new happy suns rise
which, just like us
get up from the silver-pink morning dawn

thank you for being with me

I remember your face
bathed in golden reflection with happiness

honey, i love you so much
honey, I'm so happy
when I'm with you, I'm so myself, so much

thank you, love
thank you