With love from me

You must be prepared and clean
                so that you do not perish.
So you don't get stuck.
You can only go through the darkness and come out
                at the cost of suffering.
Unimaginable all-suffering.
You feel it fully conscious, as if it were your own,
                from now on, it's your own.
Few of those who drank the dark could return
                few could go through and forget.
Cannot pass unchanged, untouched. Darkness will change you.
                Darkness will change you to you. By yourself.
It will completely decompose you
                into the hopelessness of the search
                into the hopelessness of being and waking
                to the limits of what is possible
                to the beginning of the original creation
you will be everything and nothing
you will be what is and at the same time what is not
all the possibilities, all the consequences
all the causes of  all the consequences
and the results of all your dreams. All dreams.

Everything you ever did and didn't do, was what you wanted to be.

It is a way of surrender, a way to heal.
You must have a very strong self. You give everything,
                even what you don't have, to get home.
You will give all what you don't have. All, what you yet don't know.

Darkness wants you to humble it, to win,
                because there is nothing without you.
It's just a cloud of stardust, an unlit world.
It's like an elixir to kick-start your flight.
A world that has not shone for millions of years.

Pervaded, surrendered, transformed, rearranged,
abandoned, lonely, forgotten, and in eternity alone,
your own light as a new star will arise in the dark.

The result is unknown in advance,
                unspoken by no one, unplanned by no one.
You will see again who you really are,
                you will be born again to shine and love.
It is a path of self-awareness, strength and power. New birth.

The dark sun, united in truth, never goes out.
Only this way leads back home.

There are not many who did not get lost.

You're amazing, honey! You're amazing, darling!
Be happy, you win, 'cause you are amazing true!