Перевод с русского языка стихотворения Убушаева В

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I realized my love to you just recently
When lost the sight of skies above you
It seemed to me “ok I'm far away”
And realized my no-love left you offended.
I want you to forgive me... But whom am I asking?
Want to be forgiven by the endless steppes?
Or by the skies with stars which are like a painting?

I saw nowhere those stars so close.

Forgive me my homeland
Dry steppes, a scent of silk grass
foggy and dewy at the mornings
The hotness of a day beginning
But it's summer, and when
Autumn rain will flood everything
The streets,the puddles, the roofs
Knock knock of rain drops calling me at windows
And I jump on every puddle,
Despite I'm soaking wet already
My smile is
“Oh rain! Forget about my sock!”

... and "here", it just makes me suicidal.

But that's enough... Memories of passed days
When I was alone with you
And every time I was rambling inside you by myself
I felt your breath behind me
And you remember me on the roof?
Told you almost every detail.
Laugh and anger without your answer
Not a word. Your Silence.
You gave me nothing.
The noise of cars and wind itself,
Somewhere barks chasing a cat.
I loved to sit with you, speechless.

And now I miss it, but just a little...