I look at the calendar

21+

It was a normal day.

An ordinary Fifth May.

I want myself to flay.


Oh, how is primitive my life:

get up, wash face, look in the mirror

in waterbath deep dive,

then senseless working drive,

a circular rotation similar to zero

and make an stupid error...

Into reality I weave the myths of Eros...

and the intractable hot spleen.

I`m dandy has-been...

inside me burst blood  strife

I even wanted changed your real gender :)

I look at the calendar -

and what I seen -

 Month 5 / Day 5

is useless to strive...

lo, such a joyless and short lay.

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conceived as an idea
Thursday, May 5th, 2022

written
Monday, May 9th, 2022

notes.
spleen - сплин
lay - песенка


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