carthago delenda est

we're everything fine,
still alive to try.
i'm back in line,
got one good reason why.

deception made me doubt,
yeah, i needed to retreat.
i was lost and found,
had enough being bleed.

things came kinda tough,
and i might be rough,
so i had to leave,
with nothing left to give.

saved us free,
you owe nothing to me,
but you fit what i did,
appreciate to meet.

don't want you ever feel this sad.
in my desistance
to not getting any bad,
i pushed you that distance,
which got us wounded,
i understand.

could've done otherwise,
i'm overthinking, i can't deny.
sort of paradise,
gone in a blink of an eye.

it's never gonna be the same,
i need to get over
playing this game.
it's road to nowhere,
if i'm the one to blame.

i never wanted us to be,
since you started calling me
an enemy.
i'd rather be alone,
on my own,
instead of rolling up a stone.

turns out that i was going through
for somebody that i never knew.
if only i could choose,
there would be nothing to lose.

im moving on,
over this pain.
should've known you'll be gone,
won't let you hurt me ever again.

there was only one chance,
no second, no any another.
such a doomed romance
is getting bother.

how dare you lie,
you never really cared.
it's easy to say goodbye,
when it doesn't make you scared.

stop being sorry, coz you’re not.
i was the only one who actually fought.

maybe i had to lose that good,
what i thought i needed.
when you said that you could,
i figured out you didn't,
then guessed you never would.

your voluntarily caged wish
hurts everyone around.
you make them all foolish,
crawling on the ground.

you seem like you’ve got
problems with personal boundaries,
paying back for things never asked.
i see you caught,
can't run off all these quandaries,
you'll end up feeling guilty and unmasked.

well, no one is right or wrong,
we're just where we belong.
don't trust em since they sworn.
u have to find and follow the warn.

that is matter,
if we can get any better.
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the world is what we see,
nothing but a drop in the sea.
everything i touch,
has changes on me.
that's just too much,
no idea what's gonna be.

there's always the forest,
hidden behind the trees.
the story is oldest,
will it ever cease?
i had a heart the best,
was wrest out of my chest.
now i barely breathe,
broken down to the last piece.

but i'll trust, despite the scars.
the weak are the strongest.
as the flame arises from sparks,
will last for the longest.