in search for inspiration

In search for inspiration
I went to a beach and looked
Nothing to be found except some plastic caps and empty seashells
Thank god no needles anymore
So I just went on and searched some more
I went to a fancy bar and drank
Inspiration didn’t come, but hole in the pocket did
I talked to some girls, they are also hopeless
I talked to some friends, they got their own lives to live
I tried googling it, but I don’t want to buy any products
Maybe in sex, but it also sells
Looked in a movie, looked in a book
Time well spent
I don’t want to pretend that I got it
Whenever it comes, I will know for sure
Just like when it rains, and your hair is wet
Your lips are red, I want to kiss them or be dead
Now or never, this is not forever
I continued to look, and decided to draw
Drew a face that looked like a crocodile
Im disgusted, its been a while
Fall is here, my fall is nowhere to be near
I just want some inspiration, somebody help
No one is near, so I just slept
It didn’t come in a dream, what a surprise
It’s in the air, I swear to god
It’s just so hard to catch, so hard to find
Under the bed, between the lines
It just comes and goes, whenever it pleases
Never stays, if you don’t play
With it, or with her
So I just decided to write this in hope that it will come today
But unfortunately it’s already April
Another sunny day