To those who left

You think it’s a joke when they tell you the truth.
You think they are seeking attention from you.
You think there is nothing happens in youth
That makes them leave before you knew.

Society pressure of being not normal,
a friend that they don’t really have next to them..
You can’t understand why they sit in the corner,
you can’t really see their overwhelm.

But when they leave this world behind,
you start to understand and cry.
You blame yourself for being blind,
you ask yourself repeatedly “why?”.

You post their pictures on your feed,
you start to Google symptoms and signs.
You didn’t hear that all they need
is understanding but not lies.

Your lies about being busy,
about someone getting sick.
You thought all this is easy.
There are few things you now can link.

You judge and then try to avoid their existence.
Because there is something that’s not in their hands.
You wanted to have them in life but on distance,
but now all you have is your empty regrets.

Too late to look for answers everyday.
They left this world and they don’t care.
All you can do is simply say
“I’m here for you” to someone out there.