The city of vacuous slobs

I returned to a city full of empty rush
Where all my expectations instantly crashed
Spent a few days outside it at the end of the universe
In a quiet place without any industrial noise

Where the old train’s the only lord of the roads
Where on your morning run you can be alone
After several days I’m completely rebuilt
I forgot how noisy you are, Berlin

I lost my peace and I lost my sleep
That were so sweet and pleasant to me
Suddenly it became so nervous and strange
Move on the streets surrounded by human chains

Seems such a sharp blow to the spirit
Seems such a delicate tuning the limit
Am I ready for harsh external push
Turning life into sticky head crash

I forgot what it was like to be inside
Of a buzzing and jubilant lazy crowd
Drive my car along the thin winding lines
Of spaceless city roads under the rain sign

Windshield flooded with streams of water
Markings are not visible even by a quarter
And I'm hanging out somewhere between the rows
Somewhere between the unspoken worlds

Nerve from the outside striking the inside
Gradually begin with himself to fight
And it seems to me that I feel the one who’s there
In the next car and in all the others

Streams of energy pass through me and dance
Shattering the subtle world’s walls
And I want to hide
And I’m totally shy

Later evening I walk with my eyes downcast
Around the revelers enjoying wild football blast
And I mask my feelings
From all human beings

Here is the city of vacuous slobs
Here is the city of thick shaken souls
An agitated cloud smearing the face
Drug's dust that warms up dizzy airspace

City of dirty broken roads
Filled with the tests and qr-codes
City where worries eternally sleep
While this song in my pocket repeats

08.07.21
AnnL
Berlin