At the End

I entered and it wasn't clear at all,
But that feeling made me recall.
When it's the end of the ends I still
Recall being a girl you made feel for real.

Wearing a leaf, a pendant I like,
You have the same, so felt we were alike.
I'm silent, I know you won't understand
How I appreciate your hand of help, don't dare to demand.

So strict, but kind, so real and so bright,
So fair, but you've been always by my side.
When I was drowning, asking for your help,
You pulled me out, gave me your warm hand.

When you get closer to me than you should,
I feel so special, I'm over the moon,
I silently ask for you like a girl,
So helpless, I still need you to be here, to console.

I'll always remember your warm support,
Your love to me and how you do comfort.
All the knowledge and skills you gave me
I'll multiply so that you can see.

I wish we were closer than we are,
I don't want to let you go, so bizarre.
It's better I leave saying no goodbye,
I wish you to be happy, I will dissolve in July.