Ooo.. In hotel room

In hotel room, where it's dark
I'm still seeing your eyes
And we knew from the start
What's our love size

It was new, not a shame
We were funny, alive
I still have photograph
But it's all so behind..

In the sky, full of stars
I'm still seeing your name
Fuck, i'm still so in love
So in love with your name

I can write, you can sing
We're like penguins in dark
I don't need the tattoo
It's my heart – there's a mark

I can feel you can cry
Where nobody can hear
And one day i come back
To those places.., my fear

Will not stop me, i know
Will be walking those places
Where we walked, but alone
Still remember your phrases

I remember your smile
And your eyes, full of life
I would live few of lives
Just with you, four or five

I would take pics of you
And we'd went to the beach
Love is nice, full of stars,
But still hurts, fucking bitch

I would wake you at night
Just to show you the ocean
I still play our days
In my head, like slow motion

Wanna scream, wanna lie
That it's gone and i'm free,
But it starts every time
Once again.. one, two, three..

(29.04.21; 10:11 pm; UA time)